oracle • mythweaver • star priestess
i know i'm meant to walk a path untreaded
and i know deep down i will succeed
but it still makes me nervous.
the limitless potentialities and
the countless shadows everywhere i turn and
the knowing that anything i touch
is changed forever
it's a powerful gift i don't take lightly.
Growing up, I wasn't aware of my gifts. I struggled greatly with depression, and from a very early age my preferred way of coping was watching television. I was obsessed with TV, as it allowed me to be transported to other, more magical worlds -- like the ones in Sailor Moon and Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Their worlds seemed better than the one I was living in, and it was my deepest wish to be a magical girl like them. But since that seemed unlikely, I eventually realized that becoming a TV writer was my next best bet to happiness. By age 15, this became my ultimate life dream.
In 2008 I moved to Los Angeles to attend USC film school with this dream close to my heart and driving everything I did. After I graduated, I scored a rare and coveted entry level job as an assistant on the pilot of Marvel's AGENTS OF S.H.I.E.L.D. It felt like my dream was starting to come true -- but at that same time, intensely strange things began happening in my life that I couldn't explain. By the end of the first season, I lost my job and plunged into the worst depression of my life. I barely ate, dropped to a skeletal weight, and mostly slept and cried. Finally, on September 11, 2014, I hit rock bottom and experienced the death of my psyche. It was beyond painful, but when my ego was gone, I was blessed with a mystical experience that transcends all words and changed my life forever.
6 months and several books about the true nature of reality later, I was led to learn Reiki and was told I was a psychic medium. Despite everything, I was skeptical -- but strange events continued. Finally, one hot day in July 2015, I ignored my intuition and got T-boned while driving. I walked away unscathed, but a deep knowing came over me: I had to develop my gifts or risk dying for real. At this point, I had no idea why these things were happening to me -- only that somehow, instead of writing the scripts for supernatural TV dramas, I was living the plot of one.
I spent the ensuing years rigorously developing my intuitive abilities, all the while working by day as a writer at Cartoon Network. In 2016 I came into the knowing that I was meant to become a clear channel to create New Myths for the New Age, and spent considerable time honing my craft. By 2017 my path led me to Vedic Astrology and Ayahuasca, both of which profoundly influenced my worldview from both Cosmic and Chthonic perspectives. I also began taking clients as an Oracle to help people write their own stories.
By the end of 2017 my path led me into an extended period of spiritual isolation. My evolution accelerated, and I underwent deep and intense spiritual initiations that took me to the brink of losing everything, including my will to live. My travels to sacred sites in India, Peru, across North America, and more catalyzed global detox. My work in transmuting my Shadow and the Collective Shadow of Humanity revealed to me the secrets of Transformation and true Sovereign Empowerment. I have come into power in my Voice, which detoxes and accelerates people's karmas. And my search for Love outside myself forced me back into myself time and time again until I finally found it within.
These experiences and more have shaped my understanding of Life, Death, and Humanity's Destiny to Evolve into a new way of Being -- just like I have.
The intensity of my path has taken me to the deepest extremes of suffering and highest experiences of bliss. But the greatest gift of all has been realizing that the magical world I wished to escape to as a child was the one I was living in all along -- and that inside each and every one of us is a Divine Spark of true magic that when tapped into, can change the world.
“The world which men have made isn’t working. Something needs to change. To change the world, we women need first to change ourselves – and then we need to change the stories we tell about who we are. The stories we’ve been living by for the past few centuries – the stories of male superiority, of progress and growth and domination – don’t serve women and they certainly don’t serve the planet. Stories matter, you see.”
― SHARON BLACKIE, If Women Rose Rooted: A Journey to Authenticity and Belonging
In addition to my lived experiences which have taught and shaped me, I have had the opportunity to train and work with many amazing creatives and spiritual practitioners on my path.
B.F.A. Writing for Screen & Television, USC School of Cinematic Arts (2008-2012)
Writers' PA/Showrunners' Assistant, Marvel's AGENTS OF S.H.I.E.L.D. (2012-2014)
- Creator/Writer/Showrunner, ARCANA (2014-2015)
Staff Writer, OK K.O.: LET'S BE HEROES (2015-2018)
Staff Writer, VICTOR & VALENTINO (2019-2021)
Tarot, Crystals, & The Western Mystery Tradition | Naha Armády (2012-2017)
Usui Reiki I, II, & Master | Marisa Moris (2015)
Psychic Mediumship Development | Medium Fleur Leussink (2015-2018)
Psychic Mediumship Development Intensive | Fleur Leussink & Tony Stockwell (2016)
Psychic Mediumship Development | Colby Rebel (2017)
Akashic Records | Helen Vonderheide (2018)
Kundalini Kriya Yoga Initiation (2018)
Red Tent Priestess Training | Jaime Black, Graell Corsini, Laura Carmody (2018)
Usui Reiki Master Teacher | Katie Grossman (2019)
Intuitive Plant Medicine | Asia Suler (2019)
Female Path Course | Claire Nakti (2020)
“The energies that move the body are the energies that move the imagination. These energies, then, are the source of mythological imagery: in a mythological organization of symbols, the conflicts between the different organic impulses within the body are resolved and harmonized. You might say mythology is a formula for the harmonization of the energies of life.”
― JOSEPH CAMPBELL